[ before sunrise ]
Daydream delusion, limousine eyelash
Oh baby with your pretty face
Drop a tear in my wineglass
Look at those big eyes
See what you mean to me
Sweet-cakes and milkshakes
I’m a delusion angel
I’m a fantasy parade
I want you to know what I think
Don’t want you to guess anymore
You have no idea where I came from
We have no idea where we’re going
Lodged in life
Like branches in a river
Flowing downstream
Caught in the current
I carry you
You’ll carry me
That’s how it could be
Don’t you know me?
Don’t you know me by now?
Joe d’ Mango ‘s
A prayer for unrequited love……..
Dear Lord,
Here I am again, sobbing and drowning in my own tears. I have asked myself a hundred times why this is happening. Why I have fallen for the person who has and always gave meaning to everything that I do. I breathed for this person who made me believe that is is ok to love even if I am hurting. He made me believe that it is ok to suffer for the sake of our relationship. I though he shared my feelings. I thought he really loved me. But now I realized that this was just all about him and his own happiness.
Lord, I feel so alone now. I feel like there are no more tears to shed. Lord, I am lost because, all the while, I focused on trying to make this relationship work, I focused on what will make this last. I never realized that I should have focused on the one that I should have truly loved, and that is you Lord. You have loved me unconditionally and when the time I though I was all by myself, I realized that was the time you took me in your arms and said “It’s all right. I will take care of you.” Lord, thank you for never giving up on me. Thank you for making me realize that it’s You I should hold on to and not the memories I had with the person who took and broke my heart.
Lord, I pray for strength to carry this burden of unrequited love. I pray for understanding so I wouldn’t have to ask why anymore. I pray for peace in my heart because you know how much I am hurting right now. I have found my comfort in you Lord, in your promise, in your undeserved kindness and grace. Fill me Lord with your love that I may hurt no more. You are my strength in my weakness, You are my light in my darkness and You are my hope when I am lost in my emotions.
Thank you Lord for being my savior. I surrender everything that I am to your loving grace. In Jesus mighty name, AMEN.
now watching: Life of Pi
“Even when God seemed to have abandoned me, he was watching. Even when he seemed indifferent to my suffering, he was watching. And when I was beyond all hope of saving, he gave me rest. Then he gave me a sign to continue my journey.”

![[ before sunrise ]
Daydream delusion, limousine eyelash Oh baby with your pretty face Drop a tear in my wineglass Look at those big eyes See what you mean to me Sweet-cakes and milkshakes I’m a delusion angel I’m a fantasy parade I want you to know what I think Don’t want you to guess anymore You have no idea where I came from We have no idea where we’re going Lodged in life Like branches in a river Flowing downstream Caught in the current I carry you You’ll carry me That’s how it could be Don’t you know me? Don’t you know me by now?](http://25.media.tumblr.com/2f83c3868a9bcddbc30e157d29dc92c5/tumblr_mk018dwWzE1qbzh8eo1_500.jpg)






